Confidence Types

 Andaru confidence undali adhi idhi antaru but when I look at it deeply

I see there are three levels to it...

- Surface Level( pai paina undedhi)

- Life StyleLevel( things gives confidence) 

- Core ( whats internal to you.. edhi anna ankonidhi jargina whats with you aneedhi.)

I think everyone should evaluate themselves what kinda confidence level they possess..

Naa life lo.. devudu gattigane ibbandulu itchadu.. its fine.. made me better person end of the day kada..

kaani how deep annadhi matter...

Surface level annedhi baitki andariki chupinchukunedi.. idhi chala mandhi chupinchkuntaru.. dam dumm ani paiki.. full confident unnatu. like a swagger... it all comes with his possessions or thats how he wanted others to see.. full height unte or andanga unte pai pai shokulthoo oche aa confidence 

BUT 

deep ga alochiste, core confidence valla adhi ostadi.. job, assets, car, lifestyle, frdnz, hobbies..

CORE okkate internal - ex when something happens to you either you get  in accident, you cant workout anymore you cant earn anymore, when you loose job and any unexpected which looses surface level confidence

THAT IS WHEN CORE CONFIDENCE CAN BE TESTED.. Thank and glad GOD gifted me with abundant core confidence :)

 

Want to leave US..

After spending 11 years in the US few things I will be taking back to India with me is my knowledge and my growth as an individual and memories from friends here. Friends were like my family here and spent beautiful moments and quality time and seen pure affection.

The US might be the world power and was once the land of dream and fulfillment. But with the current, the scenario of frustrating immigration rules, racism, and on top of that loneliness of being away from your family has changed my dream.

We can make millions in the USA but that money won't be able to buy me having a meal with my parents on a daily basis. That money can't buy the happiness of hugging my grandparents and celebrating the festivities on time with family and that money can never buy the satisfaction of contributing to a growing nation rather than a developed nation.

I just want to share that, I want to leave the States, not because of Visa issues or career issues. I have a valid H1B till 2023 and the new rules do not even impact me. I want to go because my family is waiting. 

One thing everyone realizes sooner or later is why didn't I spend a beautiful time with my family&relatives when I  had energy.

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