Confidence Types

 Andaru confidence undali adhi idhi antaru but when I look at it deeply

I see there are three levels to it...

- Surface Level( pai paina undedhi)

- Life StyleLevel( things gives confidence) 

- Core ( whats internal to you.. edhi anna ankonidhi jargina whats with you aneedhi.)

I think everyone should evaluate themselves what kinda confidence level they possess..

Naa life lo.. devudu gattigane ibbandulu itchadu.. its fine.. made me better person end of the day kada..

kaani how deep annadhi matter...

Surface level annedhi baitki andariki chupinchukunedi.. idhi chala mandhi chupinchkuntaru.. dam dumm ani paiki.. full confident unnatu. like a swagger... it all comes with his possessions or thats how he wanted others to see.. full height unte or andanga unte pai pai shokulthoo oche aa confidence 

BUT 

deep ga alochiste, core confidence valla adhi ostadi.. job, assets, car, lifestyle, frdnz, hobbies..

CORE okkate internal - ex when something happens to you either you get  in accident, you cant workout anymore you cant earn anymore, when you loose job and any unexpected which looses surface level confidence

THAT IS WHEN CORE CONFIDENCE CAN BE TESTED.. Thank and glad GOD gifted me with abundant core confidence :)

 

Want to leave US..

After spending 11 years in the US few things I will be taking back to India with me is my knowledge and my growth as an individual and memories from friends here. Friends were like my family here and spent beautiful moments and quality time and seen pure affection.

The US might be the world power and was once the land of dream and fulfillment. But with the current, the scenario of frustrating immigration rules, racism, and on top of that loneliness of being away from your family has changed my dream.

We can make millions in the USA but that money won't be able to buy me having a meal with my parents on a daily basis. That money can't buy the happiness of hugging my grandparents and celebrating the festivities on time with family and that money can never buy the satisfaction of contributing to a growing nation rather than a developed nation.

I just want to share that, I want to leave the States, not because of Visa issues or career issues. I have a valid H1B till 2023 and the new rules do not even impact me. I want to go because my family is waiting. 

One thing everyone realizes sooner or later is why didn't I spend a beautiful time with my family&relatives when I  had energy.

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Naake endku naakee endkuu

Naake endku naakee endkuu




rendu chetlu rendu kallu, matladaniki nooru chuttuu frndz, preminche family , car, food, cmoney, credit card, down aithe moral support, luxuries, padkovadini bed, blanket, ac, mobile, laptop, manchi manchi dresses , gym, dupplements, hot water,


ilaaaa pedha list... ivanni istee eenaadu adgale why mee ani, then edanna kastam oste mathram immediate question why mee?? adhee adgthunna endku , whyy that question?


99.999999 % bane undi nee life, 0.000001 gurinchi lolli aa hahhahaha



neku laksha rupayalaa chinna size cheppulu itchi pandaga cheskoo ante, gurthupetkovalsindi vandha rupayala nee size neeku saripoyee or neeku fit ayye dii chuskoo dani rate meedha kadhu


 best kadhu kavalsindhi, neeku fit ayyedhi chuskovali anna chinna alochana endku janaalu miss aitharooo....

Everything is in head

Raghavendra Desai

Was speaking to Rajani today and happened to have a conversation on her father- in law 

Role model and a good example of - everything starts in the head and every action is what we do.

How to beat old age

-  talks to strangers

- charity

- activities at home

- computer browsing

- helping wife keeping in mind that she has struggled all her life to take of him and kids

- Never get word 'bthe oring'

- saree selection/ color selection

- neatly pressed clothes and tip top dressedup

- helping sons n inlaws

- chai after getup

- Nutritious food

- he's short

Some random thoughts today

Life ante anthe kavachu..



 Paina chupinchevi lopala unde alochanalu difference untadi ani anadariki thelusu kaani


Naaku odhu adhi nachadu konni panulu cheyanu ani anna valle.. enthalaa theginchagalaroo situation oste kaani theleedhu..


Frank ga baitiki chupinchee vaade okkosari easy ga estimate estameemo...


The feeling of honest either its good or bad but showing out what he is aneedhi kondari dagara kanapaduthundi..

kondaru odhu odhu antunee.. time ochinapdu cheyalsinavi cheseee

 oka igoo, oka overselfRespect unnavallu different ga pravarthistarru ani thelindi CANCUN trip la

personal ga naa vishyam oste.. konni panulu peliki mundu kani relation la unnapdu kani odhu ani maata meedha unna vadini kondarini chussi aa time varaki edo fun ga enjoy chesina kani varini namina vari shoe la chuste kodiga endko bada anpinchindhi.. kaani ivani evartho analemu kada so andke ee blog...

Prema cheptee artham kaadhu, artham aitheee chepaalsina pani leedhu...

Prema cheptee artham kaadhu, artham aitheee chepaalsina pani leedhu...